I'm so lost, so sad. I'm so broke, so mad. I lost the best thing I've ever had. the leaves are falling to the ground, just like my life is falling now. winter approaches and so does the depression, heart getting colder it's frozen like my expressions. knees weaker by the second I don't wanna go on living life reckless. at this point I'm lost, sad, so broken, and mad.
what do you think the writer meant by the poem?​