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There are a lot of days that I remember, and most of them are embarrassing and comeback to me and remind me that I am a fool. But out of all the murkiness that makes my brain want to shut down and make me not want me to even exist, I remember the first day I "made" my own universe or thought up a way to escape my duties in reality. In reality I am so tired and didn't get enough sleep. In my other universe, I stayed up all night fighting wars with my powers of lightning and energy splurging out of my hands, and the comfort of my ability to see the future that I was even hitting the right guy. In the daytime/ reality I think of ways and things I can bring to my nighttime routine, and it just makes it more exciting every time I go back.
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Hopefully that is enough!
